It was crazy of me to do this. I had no job. I spent all of my time dedicated to my youngest son's needs. But I knew if I stayed, I would eventually give up living. Why try to better yourself only to have someone steal it all away from you?
I was lost and broken. I was in a state of constant panic attack. The idea that making him leave would alleviate some of my problems was quickly replaced with the realization that he dedicated his life trying to punish me for making him leave.
I started searching. I knew I needed help for myself. I had three boys that needed their mom to be okay. I found a Reiki healer and after my session, I felt alive for the first time in my life. I found my Reiki teacher and became a Reiki healer myself.
I started doing Reiki on my youngest son. March 2012, my son was hospitalized for septic shock, enlarged spleen and liver and he was in congestive heart failure. The doctors couldn't tell me exactly what put my son in this state, but slowly he overcame it and we were sent home. I did not allow myself to worry. I kept hope in my heart and did Reiki on him constantly. He was in a lot of pain and he would take my hand and place it on his belly and smile at me as I would allow Source to come through me to heal all that was going on.
Two weeks later, I took my son to see his cardiologist to discuss what they were going to do about his heart issues only to find that the issues had corrected itself and we were sent home happily.
I do Reiki on myself regularly because I now know I need to be healthy and content in order to be who I need to be for my loved ones. Every morning, I send Reiki to my loved ones that I feel could use it.
Reiki not only saved me, it gave my life a sense of purpose.
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